So today's workout of the day consisted of front squat reps of 3-3-3-3-3 at your max weight. I have never done a max weight rep and had no idea what it was. Well it was 85 lbs. I am way impressed with my 85 lbs however all the boys are doing 185 and that sucks. I know they all say, oh well you are a girl, blah blah. I am tired of hearing that excuse. It might be true and all that, but I am still sick of it. At some point I will be stronger than I am now and maybe will be impressed with myself without putting stipulations on how happy I allow me to be.

The relay for life was good on Saturday, I really underestimated the pain of walking for so long and my foot is still hurting, but it was for a good cause. There were pictures taken of me in shorts and I was afraid to look at them for fear of looking flabby, but I was surprised I looked pretty fit. Why cant I see that in the mirror when I look? Am I that programmed by the media or am I just insane to think that fit and healthy is fat and flabby? So dumb.